Saturday, 6 April 2013

Requiem for my grandfather


For as long as I can remember, everybody who knew him told us that he was a great man.
Only with his passing, did I realize how truly great he was.

In the fullness of his life,in the number of lives he touched and changed;
In the multitude who came to mourn and those who mourned, not being there;
In the many stories that were recalled every one of them an expression of either admiration, gratitude or fondness;
To the end, a man of and for the masses, a true son of the soil.

In the frugality of his life, the simplicity of his ways, devoid of any burden of guilt;
In the bareness of his possessions, in his magnanimity, in the magnitude of his generosity;
In the values that he lived by, his innocence, his pleasures - as simple and untainted as the soil he helped plow as a child;

In the many deeds that he accomplished, his accomplishments coming in spite of his situation,
In spite of who he was, where he came from and how little he possessed;
In his children, accomplished in their own right, brought to fore by nothing more than the sweat of his honest labor;

A loving father, a doting grandfather;
In the uncommon sincerity of his empathy and warmth, towards humans and animals alike;
In the genuine spontaneity of his undiscriminating hospitality;
In the hearts he won, a man who was all heart;

Philanthropist, Freedom fighter, a Rustic at heart and a Gentleman par compare – rarely, if ever, shall come men like this.

Wednesday, 18 August 2010

Requiem for Sib: The Greatest Gift

In the often abject monotony of life,
Amidst all the trials and troubles that abound,
I asked the Lord, who is my Creator, "Why am I forsaken, God?
Alone, with no one to hold close?
Who shall I turn to when all has come undone?"
And the Lord, who is my Guardian, gathering me in His warm embrace said -
"My dearest child, We have not abandoned thee;
For, lo! We have given unto thee Our most treasured gift."

"It is he who shall carry you above all the worries of this world,
And it is he who shall give you comfort with the gentleness of his eyes.
His swiftness shall lend you wings to go far beyond,
And his back bear for you the greatest of joys;
His strength shall lend you courage in the face of enemies,
And his presence invigorate you and imbue confidence in the face of fear;
He shall be a source of unending inspiration,
And love you will know and companionship, in his being,
For he will be your staunchest ally and your unfailing friend;
His will be the visage that will remind you of the beauty of Our world,
And of Our unfailing affection for you."

So I asked unto Him who is my Keeper and Creator,
"Who is this wondrous being, my Lord?"
And He said unto me - "My dearest child, lo!
We have given unto thee the gift of the most beloved of all Our creatures,
We have bequeathed thee the Horse,
Sibelius, who shall be your friend and brother,
From now to eternity,
And through him all the world shall be yours."

But come suddenly, the Lord forsake me.
On a day as ordinary, with no warning,
God broke his promise of eternal love,
God broke his promise of eternal love.

Thursday, 23 July 2009

Rivers Of Blood

The more times passes
The more things remain unchanged
The worse the hurt festers
More miserable the loneliness

I stand alone
A bare tree in a ravaged desert plain
Fleeting images of rain raising hope
But in the end only mirages remain

Many ask why
I ask why not?
For in what way have the angels kept
The love in this heart alive?

When the angels come to call, I will have their blood
For I know not their love
Nor do I know their comradeship
All that is faced is their pun
Intended

Too many moons have been spent in wait
Too many tests endured
This spirit, this spark saved in vain hope
For a brighter day, for true love
No more

There shall be only blood now
There shall be none else but blood
Rivers of blood shall flow
From this wounded heart

Rivers of blood shall flow
To kill, to maim, to drown and banish
To extinguish into nothingness
And smother this emptiness of my soul

Monday, 31 March 2008

"Take my kingdom, take my soul,
Strip me of my titles, my riches and more ;
Just leave me a saddle and a bridle spare,
And my lean-legged stallion whose breath I share."

Lady Elusive

In the labyrinthine corridors of life
As we wander in hope of a distant and obscure prize
It is seldom known what awaits around the next corner
Like the day when I first laid eyes upon her

An image of the most immaculate beauty
Standing there in a dress of alluring red
Her hair down to her shoulders
Her eyes mesmerizing, her smile tantalizing
My sight lingered but only for a moment
For I dared not to look long upon her
For, her visage was seductive like the woods
Mysterious, yet beckoning
Out there I could be lost forever…….

And then, as suddenly as I saw her,
She was gone !
Gone ! Before my mind could even imprint her image
…….she was gone !

Oh! How I longed to see her again!
She was like a rare flash of illumination
In this seemingly interminable dreariness
of human animation
How I longed to see her again !
As my mind contemplated on the possibility
My heart hoped in desperate ardour.

The seasons changed many times since
And the rains have washed away much
Memories of the past remain
But as fleeting shadows of time
Memories of things lost remain
Aching black holes in the heart
Life is a struggle for triumphant survival
Caught in an unchanging whirlpool of dull routine
I struggle with the cold ruthlessness of
societal demands
I fight to be strong, oblivious to all else
I fight to live like I want to, to be myself.

Then like a bolt from the blue skies I see her again

Face to face we meet!
The flutter of those exquisite eyelashes
Those lips, so delicately pried could be none else’s
Yes! It was really her!
My mind though clouded by the cobwebs of time
Had never forgotten the vision of her fair countenance

Her eyes flared up
Like dry leaves afire
For my eyes would not turn away
She stood there, her lips quivering
Her cheeks changing color
And in that one long instant
As we looked at each other
It felt as though the world was mine

Then with the blissful blink of an eye
She was gone……!
Suddenly she was nowhere to be seen !
Obliterated from my view !
As though purged of existence !
I looked around in disbelief and desperation
I wandered about trying in vain to find her
To hear her voice….to feel her
But she was nowhere to be found.